so i guess u treat this 15 yrs of friendship very lightly...and it doesn't seems to be anything to you in your heart....is not that i dun trust you...but u also like that, how do u expect me to trust? why don't you put yourself in my shoes? why am i always be good to others and get things back with no return? you apologised..but will that change anything? i noe that it concern about your future....but a promise is also important too...there is something's that not every age group can work...especially is sales line.....once u over 50 u can't work or even have to self resign in the sales line...so how could i ask aunty to helped? and u did promise me in the first place... i treated u as my best friend that i known for manys years that's why i choose u to help and u were working part time that time and i am being kind to asked u wether u wanna work anot since there is a vacancy available? i treat this friendship very close and tight, that's why i trusted you. i treasure this friendship because i once lost it in the past...but u have made me lost this trust again and again.... is just only for three month...is not forever...once something is lost...is forever lost...i belived friendship is important in our life too...
why do i always get things with no return??? am i being too kind to others?? =( i dun want to lost this friendship....but how to i gain back the trust????....i used to think that whenever u break a promise...i would say 'it's ok..or 'nvm'.... den i would just forget about it though i was angry...but...this time...i was too angry....i wanted to hold back...and forget about it...but my mind was telling me another thing else....and i was more angry when you say that part ...' pay den pay lor..... you kb me also no use....blar blar blar....' i was so disappointed at that time...... my supervisor replied me ' nvm...no choice'...i was disappointed at my self....for being so useless...a simple thing also cannot do well....
you remembered that you went for interview and that person interviewed you? i told u that she doesn't think well of you...and now you choose to go this road and make that person thinks that she is right about you.....
is your own choice for the path you want to take....i won't stop you for now...since i could not get to change anything....but i hope u do know that sometimes a simple promise is important to others too...
