so i guess u treat this 15 yrs of friendship very lightly...and it doesn't seems to be anything to you in your heart....is not that i dun trust you...but u also like that, how do u expect me to trust? why don't you put yourself in my shoes? why am i always be good to others and get things back with no return? you apologised..but will that change anything? i noe that it concern about your future....but a promise is also important too...there is something's that not every age group can work...especially is sales line.....once u over 50 u can't work or even have to self resign in the sales line...so how could i ask aunty to helped? and u did promise me in the first place... i treated u as my best friend that i known for manys years that's why i choose u to help and u were working part time that time and i am being kind to asked u wether u wanna work anot since there is a vacancy available? i treat this friendship very close and tight, that's why i trusted you. i treasure this friendship because i once lost it in the past...but u have made me lost this trust again and again.... is just only for three month...is not forever...once something is lost...is forever lost...i belived friendship is important in our life too...

why do i always get things with no return??? am i being too kind to others?? =( i dun want to lost this friendship....but how to i gain back the trust????....i used to think that whenever u break a promise...i would say 'it's ok..or 'nvm'.... den i would just forget about it though i was angry...but...this time...i was too angry....i wanted to hold back...and forget about it...but my mind was telling me another thing else....and i was more angry when you say that part ...' pay den pay lor..... you kb me also no use....blar blar blar....' i was so disappointed at that time...... my supervisor replied me ' nvm...no choice'...i was disappointed at my self....for being so useless...a simple thing also cannot do well....

you remembered that you went for interview and that person interviewed you? i told u that she doesn't think well of you...and now you choose to go this road and make that person thinks that she is right about you.....

is your own choice for the path you want to take....i won't stop you for now...since i could not get to change anything....but i hope u do know that sometimes a simple promise is important to others too...

Qing obsessed with jay chou 12:15 AM

i hate ppl breaking promise...espcially is from my 15 yrs of best friend...it is not the first time liaoz...sorry i can't control my anger...it seems luck is down on me lately.. how would u feel if it happen to you?? i know u wun be angry....cause u are not me... i always the one giving way... i know sometimes u did...but i am giving it the most..everytime u like this i would just say nvm....but this time...i'm really angry... i know from the past...i am a hot tempered person....and easily will scold bad words or easily get angry...and that's why we had a heavy quarrel till we break up the friendship....but i have changed...i know i have....last time ppl say me alittle i also will get angry but now i won't....why i can change.... u can't? it's because is 15 yrs of friendship that's why i treasure so much...but is that what i get in the end? a broken promise? i know is just a promise...what's so big deal? but to me...i think promise is important...i really hate ppl breaking promise...and i know some will say...'promise is meant to be broken'...blar.... but tat's doesn't apply to me...i treat promise seriously...u may be reading this blog post...but that's what i want to say...but i know u won't change ur mind...and i dunnoe if i saw u...what reaction will i react? act as normal or .....

that is just my feeling....what i wanted to say....i dunno how to face or tell my supervisor.... or i really shouldn't have trust too much.... i'm sad and disappointed....will i regain the trust again? or maybe i care too much? i shouldn't have interfere......i should say no.... i should reflect on myself....what is going wrong? or is it because i'm a bad friend? this teaches me a lesson not to trust too much and care so much about anything....yes...i shouldn't have

Qing obsessed with jay chou 12:11 AM

today something happen...firstly...actually i wanna take bus to amk hub to meet jac...my ex-classmate pulled me away and force me take bus...den nvm i went in and tap my card...but alan was still outside...den i and pp went to see wat happen...den find out that alan lost his wallet...den he have to go back alone to school to find it...den we went to take mrt and i head to amk hub...and find jac...and had a little chat with the aunty there...and so...i was tired and went to take a sit

and guess what? i saw a rp faci...which i dunnoe de...and it's because i was trying my luck to see whether the hello shop outside de sit there got wireless anot...so i tried...and i find out only me taking laptop sitting there...and suddenly a guy came to sit beside me with a lappy too...i think he also trying to the wireless there and so..i turn to see what he is doing...and i happen to see the rp logo in his wallpaper and also the rp vpn...so i randomly turn and asked him..so u also from rp? he laughed and he say ya...and he told me he was a student ...i reply and said...ya...as if..i know u are a faci...and he laughed and chatted with me....and he asked me which year i am and i told him 1st year...and he told me that he was teaching 2nd year and 3rd year....and he asked me what is my hardest rj? i told him that got alot leh...lol...he say 2nd year and 3rd year de rj would be the same...hmm...i think is good to talk to 2nd year faci...at least got some gain...lol....and we went to try our wireless...and he made it...and i was still trying and i have to get a new password because the old password is in the old phone...and jac has finish work and off i go...lol....

and went to sing k...after that went home le lor..

Qing obsessed with jay chou 12:16 AM

i think my etp faci is not in a good mood.. like keep aiming us like that...lol....next tues and wed is holiday, but i dunnoe monday wanna go school anot...ah gu they all jio me go play mj on monday...haiz...but last monday i skip cog lesson liaoz if skip one more time den two times liaoz..den next time cannot skip ler..lol... my mum middle finger swollen siah...den accompany her go see doc and docter give her injection...haha..and like this cost 35 dollar liaoz...lol...

i need to buy clothes!!!...

Qing obsessed with jay chou 10:37 PM

today never work crocs, because my boss misread my msg tot i take leave today which was suppose to be next week, so i was free today...and went to watch movie ' step brother' ...nice...but abit pervert....lol....walk around orchard today haha...but nth to walk...den went home ler....lol...tml not going to school...because i taking over jac one day...lol...

Qing obsessed with jay chou 9:04 PM

today science was hard...and is damn hard...i dislike science module becuz i dun have knowledge for the science...sianz...it's like super hard...and our group all do nothing and last min den chiong presentation and we was like so clueless and dunnoe wat to put in in our slides...and i think is super no link leh for our course...watever...just hate sci module...

saw the news from the tv... the wat leyman brother's the company bankrupty and may affect the world economy including ours...and i had brought the aia insurance...becuz i heard that aia may aso get affect..so my mum kinda worried..scare cannot get back the money...and heard from friends saying our economy sure will affect de...wah..like this die liaoz lor..cannot spend too much money liaoz...lol... hopefully our pay will not get affected...=) ok..i shall end here...!pray to god!

Qing obsessed with jay chou 2:38 PM

i took my phone today... cause my plan haven over ytd...and i already paid the money...but i waited 2 hrs at there... it written 11 open...but i went there at 11.30 is still not open yet...so i went for my lunch and i came back and it's still not open so i waited... and another customer keep becuz she wanna take the camara out from the phone....and we waited for 2 hrs....and i was so pek cek and hot...sweating all over my body...but when that guy came..he look so cool..and he didn't even apologise lor...den i heard he say because the tpy outlet got two mc..den no one cover and he came all the way from whitesand to tpy...den i rest my anger...and didn't get angry...and took my phone and went for work... haiz...i dunnoe wether should buy psp anot...i spend too much on phone ler...i dunoe wether to buy psp anot...haiz...anyone give me advise??

Qing obsessed with jay chou 11:31 PM

i feel so fan.. alot's of things in my mind...sometimes, i really find my mum a niusiance...but after all she still my mum... i can't talk back to her...at times, i feel that i rather stay outside rather come home early, always let my mum nags...haiz...i know that money is not everything...but at times i feel that money is importants in our lifes..

Qing obsessed with jay chou 11:18 PM

Today i went to watch movie with e35a classmate...we watched 4bia...wow...quite scary and funny la...but pp shouted and make me shout also...and that stupid alan...cover his eyes lor..dun dare to see...duh....go toliet also ask people go with him...lol...thanks afiq for the free ride and free tix...hee...nice watching movies with you guys...hope we can come out more often...lol.... alan...though i dunnoe wat happen to you today, but dun be sad la...haha...

my new classmate was ok... some were funny...but i think faci hor...not good leh...all very loh soh one...today i end my lesson at 4.45..wah..nv been so late b4 lor..though i have to wait for the time for the movie.... but i think i begin to like etp lesson!!!

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Qing obsessed with jay chou 11:29 PM

wah...my cognitive teacher was the previous cog teacher...i win lottery also nv so heng lah....why i kana ar?...she is the most difficult to deal with in my previous class...and yet now she is in my class...i think i gonna have a hard time... so suay lor...i bet she still remember me...now i have to face her for another 4 months.. i tink liaoz also sianz...my grade sure drop to hell de...since she already noe my pattern...haiz...what to do...? fate decides all!!...

Qing obsessed with jay chou 10:58 AM

i need my pay!!!...aw...i want to buy phone! still got to wait for next week den can renew my plan...and probably will get a psp next month....! school was ok, just alittle weird, classmate are all those guai guai, study study type, kinda stress in this class, but i have to get to used to it, i think we have to introduce ourself for 5 days, as we have 5 faciliator in total. lol...

my bro lend lappy from me ytd to do some stuff and bring it to his gf house, i was scare that he nv or forget to bring back to me in the morning, when i woke up, he still not at home, so i called and he said he was on the way home, and before that i tot that i might not come school today if he nv bring the lappy back, but luckily, he did.

i need to work in the upcoming holidays...aw...my friend say pluck teeth pain leh...should i brace??haiz...

i hate my communication faci!!!...she keep asking the same thing when questioning...make us so pek chek when answering the qns!!! argh!!! she like trying to make us out of point like this..like making us contradicting ourself.. she is trying to make things difficult for us.

Qing obsessed with jay chou 10:58 AM

ok..school had started..and now i'm in school blogging...but my classmate is much more different from e35a....much quieter den i expect....sianz...my grp member doesn't seems to talk too...but..i managed to get two msn from this class...lol...i came in to the class and i was so nervous!!...omg...and i still prefer e35a!!!...why do we have to change class?? haiz... but my faci was an indian...and she very funny...and i made myself a boo boo today...haiz...but today i got try to talk..not like first day in E35a...hmm...i see myself improving eh....haha....ok not much to talk...maybe continue after school

Qing obsessed with jay chou 10:20 AM

i think my father is sick...dunnoe allergy of wat...hmm....i think i gonna change phone soon...at first i tot of getting lg990...but my friend say lg not good...suggest me to buy samsung..so maybe i am thinking of getting samsung f480... i also wanna buy psp...but i think that one push back first ba...lol..i'm not rich....haiz...tml new semester start ler...so sianz...wondering how my classmate character good? can get along with them?

hmm...today meet sec school friend for dinner...eat zhi cha and had a small chat...chat about our poly life...lol...thinking back, i think my school the most relaxing one!...well, now i waiting for the day of my pay day which is on the 7th!!!....yes!!...lol....but dun ask me to treat u all hor!!..i no money one!...lol...meeting new classmate tmr....=)

Qing obsessed with jay chou 11:20 PM