i hate ppl breaking promise...espcially is from my 15 yrs of best friend...it is not the first time liaoz...sorry i can't control my anger...it seems luck is down on me lately.. how would u feel if it happen to you?? i know u wun be angry....cause u are not me... i always the one giving way... i know sometimes u did...but i am giving it the most..everytime u like this i would just say nvm....but this time...i'm really angry... i know from the past...i am a hot tempered person....and easily will scold bad words or easily get angry...and that's why we had a heavy quarrel till we break up the friendship....but i have changed...i know i have....last time ppl say me alittle i also will get angry but now i won't....why i can change.... u can't? it's because is 15 yrs of friendship that's why i treasure so much...but is that what i get in the end? a broken promise? i know is just a promise...what's so big deal? but to me...i think promise is important...i really hate ppl breaking promise...and i know some will say...'promise is meant to be broken'...blar.... but tat's doesn't apply to me...i treat promise seriously...u may be reading this blog post...but that's what i want to say...but i know u won't change ur mind...and i dunnoe if i saw u...what reaction will i react? act as normal or .....
that is just my feeling....what i wanted to say....i dunno how to face or tell my supervisor.... or i really shouldn't have trust too much.... i'm sad and disappointed....will i regain the trust again? or maybe i care too much? i shouldn't have interfere......i should say no.... i should reflect on myself....what is going wrong? or is it because i'm a bad friend? this teaches me a lesson not to trust too much and care so much about anything....yes...i shouldn't have
