Very sad today...grandma condition now quite bad.. serious critical condition...very sad...no mood totally...recieved sms from one of my cousin when i was with friend...saying my grandma is serious condition and i called mum and we went down...
seeing grandma using the oxygen breathing very hard, just like no breath like this... and keep saying she veri xin ku... keep feel giddy....can't sleep, can't eat, can't drink...my heart nearly bleed...she wanna give up...she say she knows that she can't hang on anymore....i know i know...her time's is soon up...but pls god...dun take her away so fast... her birthday is coming this wed...pls..let her live till her bday...god...pls dun take her away so fast... i can't bear to leave my grandma...
small that time...grandma takes me from school to home. for a few years...till when i was in secondary school...when i was very small..she also come my house to take care me....she is my fav grandma...and i usually thinks that she is the greatest mother....i love her lots..
docter says...her breathing pipe and lungs...got infection....so...quite serious..getting serious and serious and docter say...if she going to 'go' le...cannot tahan...den docter will not save..and he had spoken to my mum's younger brother...cause he dun want grandma so xin ku....and she's old le..84 this year..if the docter were to revived her...she come back to live..she more xin ku....i heard le...damn sad...but what can i do....i only can pray...and nothing i could do...really nothing.......dots........sorry...guys...quite emotional now...that's all for today
