totally no mood now.. feel so useless....today friendly match there's 5 of us didnt get to play in the match..and that's ok...2nd time they play we also didnt get to play...and when we was training...i think i played so bad....not like last time anymore.. but coach also didn't let us play to see our skill.... and like this cast us out...actually i was very unhappy that time but i also know that i played so bad la...but...i think the coach should give us chance to play and show our skill ma.. i know that it has been sometimes i never play bball, like a few years and now start to train sure play very bad de...i thinking of training for few days...but is like totally no time...just now i was telling myself..i did so badly...and thinking of still wanna join anot...
so when i was walking out of the school...i was thinking...so should i or should i not....then i start thinking maybe try for a few more training...den see how ba...totally no mood now....
